"When I was your age, I read voraciously, plied my teachers for scraps of information that lay ahead in the curriculum, beseeched the permission of the librarians to bring texts home over the summers. To me, knowledge was still miraculous, still perfect in my mind."

"I've seen it in many of my peers," he went on, "It was as if knowledge had lost its novelty for these immature little fools, like the gloss or paint chipped from a toy." He shook his head, and his lip curled into a sneer. "They treat it as schoolwork, the means to get marks. A Distinction, Pass, Fail. And all I thought of them was - pathetic."

 - adapted from http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3672254/3/To-Define-Treachery

Anatomically and Spiritually

My sister just got married last week. Just short of three days I believe. She’s probably reading this as well. I missed her. I love you sis.

I am a fanatic of harrypotter fanfiction. Of magic. To be honest, I am interested in anything that’s spiritual and sparkles. (no, I hate twilight and honestly, vampire? Ridiculous.) Yeah, I should stop...They just fascinated me.

Of things that are beautiful but invisible. Isn’t that’s what our soul is? What our prayer is? What our love and fear is? Have you ever felt it; Love that was too much that you that it makes you cry in happiness. Feelings.  And nature and life itself…God, these things can be intense when one is focused enough, or care enough I guess.

What I mean to is that… our ‘body’ is comprised of 2; body and soul. Our body is forever trapped to Earth. Our soul belongs to the Heaven, or Hell if one is bad enough. And those 2 entities when separated it can be REALLY painful, as He said. Pain separated our body and soul. 

Pleasure on the hand makes it harder for soul to be separated thus Body entrapped soul to Earth. If one damaged his or her soul enough, there may not be enough soul to enter Heaven.  I guess those that worship pagan or satan either are entrapping their body to Earth or destroying their soul.

And those that worship God, went to Heaven. Either way, both Earth and Heaven belong to Him. And you can only see Him in Heaven. 

And our prayers…  is a cleansing ceremony. For our soul, so that we can enter Heaven… When, we cry during our ritual or pray… our tears are like a sort offerings we gives to Him. And when we pray and work (as our ibadah)… is like offering our blood to Him. Others like sweat and time works as well.

In exchange of His Love…

And have power, peace and pleasure for being under His protection…

I just… I never see things this way before… 

And our sensory affects our soul just as well it affects our brain…. I always see things histologically, or macroscopically… not this, well maybe I have, but not as clearly as now.